Christmas was a true Joy this year. Elliot's First Christmas! I am so very grateful for the blessing of my Grandson and so very proud of my Son Nicholas. I thank God everyday for these blessings I've been given. I am bless with the most awesome family both near and far who are always there for me in my times of need and to celebrate my journey. I have been equally blessed with the most wonderful group of friends and the women I've be blessed to share my time with this year have been my backbone and strength in getting me through the times I wasn't quite sure I'd make it through. I love you all so very much from the bottom of my heart.
I'm closing out this year in celebration with family and friends with a resolution to myself to let the past go. I've been holding on to a very small thread for fear of loosing something I guess, I fear not finding again? I have struggled and had my ups and downs with releasing this tiny bit of hope but must now look deep inside of me to find the courage and strength to release myself once and for all from this grip. It is time to let go of the baggage I've been hoarding, the memories both good and bad, the fear of being alone forever, the brain baggage and words and visions I've inflicted on myself. It is time to start fresh and new on a clean slate. Time to consider the incredible possibilities in front of me. Let 2012 bring with it renewed faith, hope, open mind, emotional well being and endless possibilities. I will open my fist and let the old be free in order to be given the opportunity to have someone grasp my hand with new experiences, new things to learn, new relationships and the possibility of new love. I know that God has a plan and I am open and accepting of the path he leads me down for I believe in him and know he will never leave me alone or astray.
God Bless all of my Family and Very Dear Friends. Wishing you all an abundance of Joy and Love and a very Prosperous 2012.
I Love You All,
Gerri
